I’m Hopping and Popping…still…

Ya know sometimes how you wake up from a dream in the middle of the night, only you’re somewhere floating in between the dream and reality? That’s how I have been feeling ever since I returned home from the BlogHer conference.

Trying to get my business organized so that my plane can gather speed on the runway, trying to appreciate and love every minute of these last days of summer with my boys…and all of their friends, trying to let Wade know how much I love and appreciate him all the while trying to deal with the noise, the neurotically besotted puppy, the mess, the lack of space.

It’s been tough, connecting fleetingly, and I miss that time when I was completely connected, overly connected, so much so that I felt that Wade didn’t love me anymore. I felt that I was blending into the wallpaper, if we had any. Doing Luvvie’s “Wallslide” every day. Of course, he always thought I was nuts. “I’m always right here,” he repeatedly told me.

So much going on, so exciting but can I hold on? Persevere. Stay true to my goal and my devotion to my family?

Tomorrow I’m off to another conference. My friends who are taking care of our children, so that Wade won’t be even more overwhelmed as he works his cute little bottom off, don’t even ask me what the hell I’m doing but I tell them because I want them to understand, and you as well.

I’m going to the “Believe and Achieve” Isaconvention in San Diego because Ellen invited me to go and  I’m going to trust my instincts that this is something I should do. Why, you may ask? Because I feel good, really good. In fact, I feel better than I have felt in a long, long time. And if I’m going to spread the word, I need to be completely convinced that the word that I am spreading is legit and good and as nutritionally incredible as I think it is .

I want to talk to all the other professionals who also believe in it, the nutritionists, the doctors with Harvard grad degrees, and get their take on it.

I want to see if for myself and mingle with the approximately 8,000 other people who all are feeling as good as I am. I need to see for myself that it is truly network marketing at its finest and not a ponzi scheme or a pyramid or anything sketchy. And I want to tell you all about it.

Let’s just hope I can stay off the dance floor this time.

**As an addendum, I just have to say the BIGGEST thank you to my good friend and new agent, Dede Brinkman, who is challenging me once again to reach greater heights. Dede, thank you for believing in me.

6 Responsesto “I’m Hopping and Popping…still…”

  1. [Blocked by CFC] dede brinkman says:

    Well Jillian, I am proud of you and your perseverance and ENTHUSIASM !!
    I am starting my isagenixs manana. If
    it works for me (isagenixs for seniors)har de har ~~~~it should work for the young
    women “whipper~snappers”.

  2. melanie wernick says:

    You are a conference hopper!
    So glad the icogenics is going well for you. It is big inBoston, as you know I did the five day cleanse and felt so good on it. My friends are starting a nine day one after labor day.
    I am on the fence as to weather to go on it with you. Seeing how amazing you look and feel……the question is..is it possible with such a crazy social life?
    Can you work isogenics into a normal life style? I think that is what scares people the most. Especially with families and husbands dinners…etc
    and then there is how you look and should we give up everything to look and feel as good as you
    What do you think about it alxoxoxoxxo

  3. suzen says:

    Hi Jillian! Sounds like you are on a roll! This is good – you sound happy! Been tellin you to believe – hope the conference gets you doin just that!
    hugs
    suZen

  4. Alexandra says:

    Good to find you again. I lost your link somewhere. Now, I get you as a subscriber, so I can’t lose track again. How are the boys??????

  5. Wow!! You really are pumped up about isogenics. You are really making me all excited abou this!

  6. Jillian says:

    Hi Naomi, yes…you’re right. It’s just that I feel so good and now I know that I have a system to help me keep the weight off and put the nutrition I am lacking into my body.

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